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so what do you know?
oh you know nothin

"i am in love with observing.
off the strip is the best.
there is an old man at the bar, he carries his years in his eyes.
he drinks gin and tonic, only he calls them "g&t's".
he is a true believer, a die hard.
all the addicts and pushers are sitting in pews somewhere.
he speaks to me about a love and a life that has taken 50 years to figure that he cant figure it out.
buzzing and lights.
there is a HIPSter docked on the bar next to me.
he drinks vodka straight with out mixers,
because the monsters in his closet are calories.
i wonder how many he burns with he constant running mouth.
here no one wants to be what they are.
i watch waiters run their lines.
i watch valets trip over producers names that keep dropping out of their mouths.
nothing changes here but peoples hair color.
it is saturday night here everyday except saturday.
no one waits in line.
no one pays covers.
writing here hurts my head.
but i am addicted.
honest to god, its like taking a picture of a ghost.
im always walking home head down, taking myself to pieces.
smile at the grass pushing up through the cracks in the sidewalk.
a teammate.
sometimes i look at my reflection in car windows and say "worry on your own time".
etc. etc."